AKB48!

On friday, doing orientation night, fever up to 38.5, guess i was too stubborn to go home. -.-

friday late night, super shag, 38.6. Saturday wake up, felt super worst, totally no appetite, 39.1. :(

sunday morning, 38.8, felt vomitting now and then :(  sunday night, 37.7!:D.. but still have headache  ):

when will i ever recover?!

i laughed and cried when we passed down the packets of rice, allowing ourselves to imaging 1E4 is there, thinking of how nice it would be for them to join us for the night . Then i turned back and wiped my tears quick.

i was swept away by a hot guy phone!

i wondering whether should i abandon my jet for lollipop.(my mom allowed)

how cute! how pretty! how fabulous! :D

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Junko_Furuta
where is justice when we need it?

japanese never learn. never. British should just start bombing another 10 more bombs during WW2.
those 4 guys are free, free after all that junko suffered.
they should just banished them to hell.

hello!
andddd..  i forgotten what i want to say-.-
nowadays, my life is a extremely NO LIFE, stay at home and finish up homework and everything. Boring!
i want to work hard with piano so that i can play beautiful music, just hope that my hands can coordinate :)
gonna juggle piano and studies somehow or another!
after piano(will take a long time), i want to conquer my water/swimming issue(kinda embarrassing being not able to swim. and yes i cant swim). Yes! All planned out. :)

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14 sec 1s and a malay girl came in to GB! Just hope that the malay girl dont end up quitting on us. (:

i am thinking of japan big time.
i miss the place there big time.
i love the place there big time.
i love the people there big time.
i want to go there big time.
i wish to migrate there straight away, right now big time.

you know what, 45mins spent in music school is so much faster and better than 45mins spent in school! :(

yesterday while on the way to my gran's on 81, got this two teenage couple acting all lovey dovey infront-.-

i felt awkward for no reason why.

today had fun shopping with my お母さん! although we didnt buy much-.-

Anyway, how i wished jokwon is mine! :(

jokwon and gain gogogo! :D

jokwon & gain (:
hope that they can be together in the end of Petite couple.

today we had cca booth thing.
at first was damn stress, like really stress. Cause i cant remember, then lost beat, then do wrong. My whole face wrote: stress 5 letter words.
Could feel myself shivering-.-
But after that, did alot times, then it got better, yipee(:
Thank God for the good weather, at first it was going to rain, droplets drop drop drop, but later it stopped. Our prayer came true! (:
Thank God that i didnt do any major mistakes doing performance and was able to calm down, my prayer came true! (:
Lastly, i hope that more girls join our family :)

i am getting very pissed with this orientation and ___. Pray that i can hold on till at least.. (:

every year, every batch, same problems.
its like last year but worst maybe, harder to control now(esp the 3 musketeers) and happy that i finally raised my voice(i was really pissed.) unlike last year(crept 1 corner).
members are cooperative unlike last year, having internal troubles.
hoping that 1e4 bring some things back other than the cheers.
but i believe that even if we(fects) are really angry now, at the end of everything, we will still miss them.
yeah.

for studies.. gosh been abit confused with A-maths and indices. Dont like la.

i was 千と千尋の神隠し again!

Its damn nice, i love the 銭婆(Zeniba) and ハク(Haku) and 釜爺( Kamajii!) and Mr NO FACE and Boh! :D

you should go and watch too!